This is the list of all the things I am scared to do. I've found that most of the things I'm scared of doing are pretty important. Some of them are just silly. Some I'm actually working up to. When I get bored, I see which one I can knock off. And what I can add.
- Forget about the past
Live by myself- Lose weight? (I must be, because I haven't done it)
- Run a marathon
- Take ballet
- Go salsa dancing
Start a conversation with someone I don't know (when I'm sober)- Tell someone I love them (done it before...too many times...scares me every time)
- Be a public speaker
- Make a speech in front of a class of people
Piss people off intentionallyand be ok with it- Accept that some people will never like me
- Publish a book
Go to SpainGo to Europe(really? I wrote Spain and Europe? welp, 2 birds 1 stone I guess)- Go skydiving
Go skinny dippingHook up with someone in a public placeGo to therapy (for longer than 3 sessions)Audition for a movie- Be in a movie
Move somewhere I don't know anyoneBe in the community theater- Write for Sports Illustrated
- Meet LeBron James
- Be a sideline reporter for ESPN
- Play football
Tell someone to fuck off- Cut my hair short
- Die it red. Or brown. Or black. Or blue?
- Launch my own jewelry line
Move to California- Go to Oxford
Move to Florida- Write a tell-all book
Walk in a major fashion show- Be on the cover of a magazine
- Buy an apartment in NYC
- Become a certified personal trainer
- Be a fitness model
Be happy.No matter what.- Go to China
- Learn Spanish. French. Italian....
Learn how to make websitesHave sex with someone I don't love
